My Only 2 Followers read plz lol

Well it's 2:53 am and im still awake. WIDE AWAKE!!!!!! lol but i dont kno why. I guess tryna look for hotels for spring break and listenin to trey songz and thinkin bout my life is keepin me up.Spring break will work out since i've found a hotel now. Dat nigga trey songz.......his music is so incredible no homo but i'll proly listen to dis nigga wen im 40 lmao and life well thats a whole different story.....I'm in college tryna do something with my life and have fun at the same time. I think about my daughter everyday and wonder how will i support her if she lives with me. Then after a bad relationship which left me with a beautiful daughter and a lot of unecessary drama and things which have allowed me to grow older than my 18 yrs should allow im still not happy. I want a love.....Not a lust or a fling but a real love. I kno it has to grow and it cant b rushed and i need to wait but gurl to gurl is not me any more. Maybe thats why god put my baby mom in my life, to show me what i was doin was not the way to go. I've been thinking about getting saved and baptised. Thinking about pursuing music seriously but i know it will take a lot of work to get to where i wanna b. I have friends again which is always a good thing. I've been thinkin about gettin my second tattoo which has a lot of meaning to me as does the first one of my daughters name on my chest over my heart(i rele love that gurl) but yea ima do my thing and if i stay dedicated and trust i will then u will b cn me on 106, TRL, Vh1 lookin for love lol im gonna b big and i might doubt myself a lil bit now but i grow more confident everyday but i think thats enough for tonite. I think pourin that out made me sleepy gnite my onli 2 but beautiful followers ;)