Letting Go

Have you ever met the person that
No matter how much they hurt you
You wanted to know that they still loved you
Well thats me
Well actually that was she
But I was the one hurt by her
She was my fur, in the winter
My sunscreen in the summer
She could make me feel so high but then put me so far under
She was my lightning
I was her thunder
Now theres no rain
She was my medication to make me better
Now i'm in worse pain
She was the train and I was da tracks but she choose the other lane
Now i'm forcin myself to give up on 5 yrs of relations
I need to quit now instead of taking a vacation
Cause up and downs has been us
Yes ive been patient as you can see
I claimed I was doin me but no not seriously
Cause in the back of my mind
I was thinking of she
I thought I couldnt live without she
Thought she couldnt live without me
My name starts with B and her name starts with P
Maybe I was just gasing myself up
With us it was love bein made not just lust
But wait, hold up
Why dont I go get her, rather than sitting on my butt
Cause I know that this is a must
I know this is the best thing for both of us
So we're done and I wish you and myself luck
Cause now im lettin it go because i've found the key to the lock on these cuffs.