Crazy Week but Turned Out Great

Wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wat a week foreal. Anything in the near future was affected by this week i think. Monday she came over and we chilled a bit. Tuesday morning i got a txt dat could have changed my life foreva again and i def dont need two of em if u know wat i mean lol but that got takin care of and i finished my 4 pg paper which was the difference between pass and fail. Wednsday me and my friend was posed to plan spring break and get it ova and done wit but we didnt and i was pissed. Thursday we got it done and we goin to panama city baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To geeked foreal but anyway i was posed to chill and get drunk and shit but i went and balled wit my nigga and had to much fun killin niggas on da court and jesse think she can beat me lmao.Friday was jus a regular day and i watched soul men and ate pizza and chilled. Now Saturday aka Valentines day was a great but hectic day at the begining.First i woke up and lounged around da house and next thing i kno its 130 and i got a haircut appointment at 230 so i jump up get a lil lift in get my fresh cut and den go to easton to get me sum fresh kicks u feel me den comes da date in her pink and black and gray leggings.........i didnt tell u dis but damn lol jus damn. But anyway had a great date and a great time losin to u in bowling lol but i still member wat u said doh and ima keep it in mind but dat dont mean im not gonna try lol but im done wit my week and thx for a great nite dat i payed for but still great cuz of u JR :)

Ups and Downs

Well today has been rele good and rele bad lol....I got her sum shoes which made her happy and i gave her a lil kiss lol(insder). We hung out a lil and laughed and it was a good time.....Now the bad....Dis nigga still procrastinating bout plannin spring break but we should b going to plan all that tomorrow afta skoo so dats lookin up....I am rele scared because i hope that they arent....I wont say yet wat it is but i dont need dis shit to happen again jus kno that much but thats my lil entry for today oh and i just saw a commercial that alllllllll and i mean allllll subs are 5 dollas again at subway.....U kno where ima b at tomorrow lol welp dats all for now

My Only 2 Followers read plz lol

Well it's 2:53 am and im still awake. WIDE AWAKE!!!!!! lol but i dont kno why. I guess tryna look for hotels for spring break and listenin to trey songz and thinkin bout my life is keepin me up.Spring break will work out since i've found a hotel now. Dat nigga trey songz.......his music is so incredible no homo but i'll proly listen to dis nigga wen im 40 lmao and life well thats a whole different story.....I'm in college tryna do something with my life and have fun at the same time. I think about my daughter everyday and wonder how will i support her if she lives with me. Then after a bad relationship which left me with a beautiful daughter and a lot of unecessary drama and things which have allowed me to grow older than my 18 yrs should allow im still not happy. I want a love.....Not a lust or a fling but a real love. I kno it has to grow and it cant b rushed and i need to wait but gurl to gurl is not me any more. Maybe thats why god put my baby mom in my life, to show me what i was doin was not the way to go. I've been thinking about getting saved and baptised. Thinking about pursuing music seriously but i know it will take a lot of work to get to where i wanna b. I have friends again which is always a good thing. I've been thinkin about gettin my second tattoo which has a lot of meaning to me as does the first one of my daughters name on my chest over my heart(i rele love that gurl) but yea ima do my thing and if i stay dedicated and trust i will then u will b cn me on 106, TRL, Vh1 lookin for love lol im gonna b big and i might doubt myself a lil bit now but i grow more confident everyday but i think thats enough for tonite. I think pourin that out made me sleepy gnite my onli 2 but beautiful followers ;)

Letting Go

Have you ever met the person that
No matter how much they hurt you
You wanted to know that they still loved you
Well thats me
Well actually that was she
But I was the one hurt by her
She was my fur, in the winter
My sunscreen in the summer
She could make me feel so high but then put me so far under
She was my lightning
I was her thunder
Now theres no rain
She was my medication to make me better
Now i'm in worse pain
She was the train and I was da tracks but she choose the other lane
Now i'm forcin myself to give up on 5 yrs of relations
I need to quit now instead of taking a vacation
Cause up and downs has been us
Yes ive been patient as you can see
I claimed I was doin me but no not seriously
Cause in the back of my mind
I was thinking of she
I thought I couldnt live without she
Thought she couldnt live without me
My name starts with B and her name starts with P
Maybe I was just gasing myself up
With us it was love bein made not just lust
But wait, hold up
Why dont I go get her, rather than sitting on my butt
Cause I know that this is a must
I know this is the best thing for both of us
So we're done and I wish you and myself luck
Cause now im lettin it go because i've found the key to the lock on these cuffs.